Arrgh I'm so bummed. I'm really trying to go on vacation but Gap Adventures doesn't have any trips to Iceland or New Zealand currently available and they haven't responded back to any of my questions. I so need a vacation and ppl been telling me to go. Most of the folks that I can tolerate traveling with have either gone on vacation or are planning to go on a trip with their significant other or they're broke. Yes, I know I can go by myself but unfortunately being single and female means I do have to take some precautions. I was hoping Gap Adventures would work but none of the places I want to go are available for some strange reason. Well, I know Iceland won't be available until summer time cuz I'm sure it's freakin' cold right now and I would have to be out of my mind to go now. I know I shouldn't limit myself since I'm single and let this hurdle stop me but arrgh it's sometimes so frustrating. I get so envious when I hear of other ppl going to places I really, really want to go to, especially when they no jack shit of the place or it's cuz their significant other planned it. Man, I sound bitter.

You may ask why are you only going with Gap Adventures. It is because I would atleast be with a group and if I was just traveling by myself, it wouldn't be so bad. And one of my friends had gone on trip by herself and she had a good time. Watch if I go everyone is in a luvey dovey relationship. Maybe I should bring a toy with me. har har and get caught by security and say it's a bomb. (Man, that guy was a dumb ass)

I had meet a girl at Largo, when I had went to see Bic Runga perform, who's in a similiar situation. The show was sold out but I wanted to take a chance to stay in line to hopefully get a bar seat. Luckily this girl's friend had bailed out on her and she had an extra seat and asked if anyone was interested in seating with her and I jumped on the chance. She was expressing how a lot of her close girlfriends were also in relationships and she was losing all her traveling buddies.