"Goblet of Tragic Love" Lyrics by Chen Ta-ju, music by Yao Tsan-fu

The crying style and sound of this old Taiwanese song just adequately describes how I'm feeling right now. *sigh*

It's 2 in the morning and I know listening to tragic love songs, especially old Taiwanese songs aren't really helping, but it's just what I need to explain how I feel, those Taiwanese songwriters knew how I've been feeling all my life. Just so frustrating and tortuous how I always come so close to grasping it but for whatever reasons something happens and it doesn't happen time and time again and it just kills me. I just want to experience it once in my life, what so many people take for granted.