Can't think. So tired. What a day. AUGH! Had to take care of soooo much today.  This week has been madness and it's only Tuesday.  My brain is so fried.  My programs should be okay while I'm gone.  Not really looking forward to tomorrow.  Hopefully that will go well.  *keeping fingers crossed*  That's been such a headache.  Don't even get me started on that.  ARRRRGH.  (Trust me I'll have to vent about this later).

REALLY looking forward to go to Hawai'i to relax cuz DAMMIT I need it and deserve it.  Wish it was Thursday.  Though I still need to do laundry and pack, as well as get more shorts and perhaps a swimsuit or even *gasp* a bikini.  YIKES. SO MUCH MORE TO DO. *bleah*

Typing up here is my sad attempt at therapy and relaxing.  Haven't really had a break all day.  AUGH!!!! Brain wants to veg but still so much to do. 

"If You Can't Say Love" by Visionaries
Buy either the album/single or request this video.  It's my favorite track from the Visionaries' Pangea album.   Gotta give it up to J-Rocc (yes, I've heard he has a major ego) but it's a great production, you cannot but groove to this smooth beat, especially driving on a lazy afternoon with a loved one (doesn't this song just fit right in?)  8)  

Whatta day. Exhausting morning. But thankful I have such a great boss and coworkers. Had a nice chat with Janet. So glad I got to play catch up with her. IM is such a great invention. But with all that went down this morning, I wasn't really in the mood to go out tonight plus not really in the mood for the club scene, plus I was feeling a bit anti-social for a variety of reasons. Just ended up playing with Porkster, so he'll get his exercise. This is one dog, that's loves me unconditionally, a bit stinky and not human, but hey, he loves to cuddle. So I ended up watching "Something's Gotta Give" and I loved it. Diane Keaton is just great, I really enjoy watching her films and how can you not love a former Tangerine Techer. But she was absolutely great in this film and the film brought up a lot of good points, that I need to think about my own life. And I feel in love with one of the songs that appeared in the film "Sunday Morning" by Maroon 5 (yes, I know I've been sleeping) but it's such a lovely song. Need some happiness. Alright better head to bed, gotta be up early.

Well, atleast the templates seem to working. Thank you Blogger.

Feeling down, stress and overwhelmed. Too many things are coming my way and things that I never really wanted to do, but did too keep others happy. I really need to stop doing this to myself. Makes me so mad, especially when ppl complain about things but don’t help with solving the issue just bitch and yell to get their way and expect me to do it. Getting so sick of it all.

Didn’t help that today, everything got off to a wrong start. Just so tired. 8(

Man, I give up with this new template. BOO!!!!!! You suck. And Blogger support/help didn't help much with their response. (Watch my blogger never works from now on...like anyone reads this anyways.)

Anywho, lot has happen. I may or may not update. But get this, got a lil bit more cynical about guys and what not, I may discuss one day. But what's new, guys suck, well especially when it comes to me, I know how guys feel like when they get the whole friends deal. Can't believe I got myself into the same situation 2 years ago. I should have saw this coming, stupid heart as well as the other H. Well, I'm not completely down like I was 2 years ago. But I just don't have any luck during this time of the year. I need to stay away from guys from the months of May-July. Anyways, so I swore I was going to stay away from romantic things (movies blah blah) and guess what I do? I see that Sabrina (the old school one with Audrey Hepburn) is on TV and I start watching it.

I'm hopeless. *sigh* So I guess I'll just stare at eye candy in Hawai'i and gorge on Hawaiian food and scare children as I attempt to squeeze in something I can swim in. ARRR matey...there she blows.