Been feeling down lately. Wasn’t in the mood to go to the City of Sin with the gang this weekend and on top of that I was pooped out from this past week. Pretty much brain dead at work on Friday. Then my old cell fell into the toilet at work cuz the freakin’ stalls are so small and I had to bring in my bag cuz Aunt Flo is visiting. Yeah, I’m having a f* great day. Thank gawd, it was a fresh bowl cuz you know how I feel about these office building restrooms. (Read my previous rant somewhere here)

So instead of feeling sorry for myself at home, I thought would get outta the house, Audrey B. had told me of a craft store called Tall Mouse and I found out they had a store in Irvine. The place rocks! I LOVE going to art and craft stores. Wanted to get more glass beads for the beaded flowers I’m getting addicted in making. I WANT ALL THE COLORS!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA. They had all these pretty wires as well, that came in all different colors. If I had the time, I would love to learn how to make jewelry. Typically, I don’t wear jewelry cuz 1) they tend to be expensive 2) they leap off my 3) fat fingers and 4) I don’t know jack about the Cs, carat, clarity…..errrrr? Someone could give me Cracker Jack ring and I wouldn’t know better.

Wanted to buy some polymer clay but thought I should pace myself and I should check out other craft store prices. Some of Tall Mouse’s items were a lil bit more expensive than other places I’ve been too. Though compare to Michael’s they have a bigger selection. One side of the room had all these acrylic paints, I didn’t look too long because I didn’t want to tempt myself. And I also want to start decorating glass, they have this cool paint that air drys and is microwaveable and all that good stuff.

Afterwards went to Barnes & Nobles to see if I could find any decent books on bead weaving but I couldn’t find any, but I completely lost myself in their other art and craft books. Hopefully this will take my mind off of the craziness that’s going on with the world and the blahness of my non-existent love life.

Yes, we’re BACK on that subject, which I’m failing miserably in, especially in the participation area. I’ve noticed when Aunt Flo is here, I tend to a get a lil bit more down easily, and so I try and check myself. Just been tough lately being that all my close friends aren’t within driving distances, like they’re literally in another state, and the other ones have significant others. Don’t really have anyone to rant and rave to. I guess thank gawd for BLOGS. Just so sick of dealing with shallow guys, remember those days in PE, where there were 2 team captains and they would choose who they would want on their team. I totally know what it’s like to be picked last or not being chosen at all. Yeah, yeah I’m being a drama queen, where’s the violins? But shoot, since I don’t drink, smoke or do drugs, this is how I deal with this. Maybe, I should join the NRA or something. I’M KIDDING!

But this site http://nickname.has-a-small-penis.com, did make me feel a lil better, was reading URB and saw this as one of their links. So if you know some jerk, just type in their name or nickname in that area. And then Viola! But man those pics did remind me of some ppl.......Yes, I’m Evil. And yes, I’m feeling a lil better >8) (note: I don’t hate all men, there are some decent ones but they’re all hooked up.)